forgive. pray. let go.

dear God,

please shower me with patience, flood me with patience until i can no longer take it anymore. You alone knows how much pain i have suffered. i know that when you give us sorrow, you love us. but please, don't love me too much. i don't know how much more i can handle. hais. i am forgiving them because i know that's what You want me to do, and forget the idea of getting revenge because nature has it's own way of getting me even. i know, too, that You're happiness is much more that mine. please don't leave me, I NEED YOU.

amen,

;((