kaleidoscope..

so after a month and nine days of blogless solitude, I'M BACK!
yes, i am really back. doh. hehe! i dunno how to start.
one month. nine days. whew..anyway, that blinking cursor is talking again in front of my face. the last time i was here was my mom's birthday ( i'm actually worried about her right now, really. we're actually waiting for my cousin to arrive in a minute to check her condition. i know, this is isn't something dangerous, but i'm just worried. haaaay..). i don't really care whatever harm happens to me. do everything to harm me, nail me. hit me. pacquiao-punch me. or even cast that avada kedavra curse on me. i don't care. all is well in the world, just don't touch my family and the people who are close to me, i.e. my bestfriend(isa pa gd ni! kaulugtasan ni klase nga tawo. you are giving me headaches. haha!). but mom's a bit okay now. indi lng gd ko mapanatag. galantaw pa gni d cla cbng Survivor: Tocantins. where is that anyway? tocantins. bizarre.

the great Francis M. was right, it's a kaleidoscope world.

it's been a long time since i have 'visited' my space here. i miss writing. i write because basically my life is messy. i write because there's no one(except my bestprend) who's interested to listen. i write because my mouth can't seem to utter the words inside me. or maybe, just maybe, mahilig lng gd ko guro magtago sng mga bagay bagay nga gakatabo sa kabuhi ko. writing is a solace. an outlet. i write when something shit happens(which happens all the time by the way.). u know, from all the crap and shit your blogger has been through. i haven't written for a very long time. so does that mean i now have a better life? think again.

in retrospect, lotsa things happened this past month or so..u know, summer. internship. midterm is quite okay, but final's really excruciating to the brain! kabudlay kay ma'am Sima maghatag quiz kag exam. goodluck to that very clean and erasure-free white notes. haha! u know what i mean. internship came to its end too. bittersweet. bittersweet again. and some more bittersweet feeling. i will miss Rx, but i will miss a thousandfold the people we've been with this whole internship. to Mercury Drug - Iznart, my eternal thanks go to you. THANK YOU. and to smarty smart pebbles, sweet antoniette(hahaha! ssshhh..she'll hate me forever for this! lols.), and melmelmelmelissa(*ehem!!! hahaha..), i know, the ride was tough. for all our boredom-kills-moments, hello-tita-norrie intercom calls, yes-wala-si-ma'am-soping-for-fifteen-days! exuberations, and all the HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAs in the world, THANK YOU. didto naman ta nyu liwat ma specialization! hehe!

it's hard to put this experience into a blog. words would do no justice. words would be, kulang.

theology 106 ended too. ma'am hojilla is the best theo teacher. =))

finals ended today. and summer's over(kay hambal sng PAG-ASA, it's rainy season na kuno starting today, though the sun is still blistering hot.). at last, classes have ended(kelangan pa gling magbalik bwas)! i can now devote my time reading pending books. sorry to nicholas sparks and stephanie meyer. and bob ong has a new book coming! i'll be watching out for that. i can now watch american idol finale! yey..hehe! and i think i saw harry potter on his broomstick last night. or was it madam hooch? i dunno. anyway, July 15!!!

men are creatures that are constantly yearning to find themselves. there are many roads. pick one. and when u get stumbled, try the other ones. who knows..

stay hott, it's summer still. =)


P.S. it's nice to drop-by once in a while here. and sorry for being rusty. hehe!